[...outside source? Spock could understand that, in fact he had even considered it himself. Lupin was completely psy-null... However, the Jedi... they seemed to possess powers that could help him in this manner.

But somehow Spock was reluctant to mention that at the moment. Because he has a feeling that it would not be appreciated.

Spock breaths for a moment and uncurls his hands to once more take hold of his sandwich.]

A most intriguing proverb...and one that is quite relevant to this situation.

I was starting the process to find that balance before I came to Luceti. My older counterpart that traveled from the alternate universe is the very example of Vulcan and human harmony, and I aspire to someday to acquire it.
[Small hesitance...]

This... will take time. Time and much effort with or without you. And though 'outside' help may be beneficial at a later date, now is not that time. My mind needs to stabilize to its current situation, and I need to help myself.

[Takes a bite and swallows, silently thinking....]

What you have done so far has done much in helping me with this... I could have suffered a permanent mental break if it was not for you. I am indebted to you.