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James Tiberius Kirk ([personal profile] universal_charm) wrote in [personal profile] spohkh 2014-04-01 04:40 am (UTC)

The word smashed through him, even though a part of him had hoped they would come. Even so, they hit like a physical blow, making his head spin and his chest ache. He had always run from those three little words like they were poison, hooks to be sunk into his flesh and hold him down. Words he didn't truly deserve or want.

But when Spock said them... it was different. His mind flashed back to being separated by such thin, thin glass, and how he had wanted nothing more than to be able to touch Spock one more time as he felt himself slip away. He had asked not to feel, but the truth was he had felt to much in that moment - fear over so many things, anger, shame, and regret. If Spock had just been able to hold him in that final moment, would he have known then?

"Screw you," he growled before reaching out with his other hand to cup the back of Spock's head, grip the short black hair and tug him in sharp and hard.

Their lips crashed together, the kiss anything but elegant, if passionate. It was the kiss of a desperate man, seeking to taste something he wasn't sure he'd ever taste again. It was different from that time beneath the mistletoe, but that made this all the more important to him, the way their lips moved against each other, seeking.


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