I... don't know.

_{[ He had hoped Spock would know, but that didn't seem to be forth coming, did it. He gulped, looking away, trying to hide the tremors that passed through him. ]}

Honestly, I... didn't think I'd ever wake up, Spock. I was so sure... I felt it, there, back then...

_{[ God, please know what he meant Spock, please understand what he had asked of you, the thing you couldn't grant and the kindness you had given him in the moments he thought his last. ]}